Fabulous
I should have started studying for this final several days ago. Now I have until 7pm tomorrow to memorize 12 chapters.
Ensue panic, self-hatred, high anxiety, and binge eating.
Fuckkkkkkkkk
(via eating-less)
(Source: edrecoverystarfish)
2 days ago - 
79
79
(Source: daintywildthings)
2 days ago - 31
31
(Source: only-by-night, via daintycorpse)
(Source: xlonestarx, via start-a-fire)
2 days ago - 18
18
This is the hardest thing for me. I allowmyself to be all alone in this.
(Source: rainbowsalwayscomeaftertherain, via start-a-fire)
So embarrassed to meet with my dietician tomorrow
I haven’t been paying much attention to what I’ve been eating for the last week. And not in a good, intuitive way either. In a “binging almost every night” way instead, in order to forget the stress of finals, C, and my horrible stupid life.
I seriously have 4 days missing from my logs. I sat down tonight and tried really hard to figure out what I ate, but everything is blurring together. And it’s all accumulating as fat, on my stomach and thighs.
I feel like dying.
